I saw hawthorne heights for the 4th time the other night. Met JT again. I shook his hand and told him he changed my life. It felt good.

really disappointing watching friends that used to claim edge throw their lives away

Worked 13 hours yesterday. Working about 14 today.
I don’t sleep much anymore.

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I’m so tired and I can’t sleep in this house. Did I learn anything today?

All I feel anymore is melancholy and depressed.

I used to sit on the floor every night with my kitty.
Now I sit on the floor where I used to sit every night with my kitty.

straight edge but don’t care about being alive confusing myself forever

Haven’t worked in two months. Haven’t woken up regularly to an alarm clock since June.

Going back to both jobs starting today. Back to 6-7 day 50 hour weeks.

Party’s over.